An Almost Daily Response to the Daily Post’s Daily Prompt: Recharge
This post is mainly a thank you to my Ultra-Mega-Awesome-Best-Friend-and-Cuddle-Buddy for spending this day with me. NO MUSHY
I have been feeling increasingly tired over the last few days. A combination of stress, frustration and lethargy left me battling to actually haul my lazy bum out of my bed last week. This was when there was a great amount of tension on campus due to the strikes, we had just taken a week off to let things calm down but to no avail. The week we got back the arson started (or at least, that’s when I heard about it). Last week we were back on campus and almost worse off for it! This was when I was struggling the most to get up. To move. To find my motivation.
I knew it was because my friend Denise was visiting that all the negativity that I felt was amplified out of proportion. We don’t get along too well when we are with others but shame, I can’t let go of someone like her when she is more than just a large part of my life.
This week was all round a much better week. I didn’t have the same difficulties getting up and doing what I needed to. Up until campus was called off and then I just left it all Dx.
Today was, without a doubt, one of the best days I’ve had in a long long time. Since my birthday actually, and the day that I found out that my essay wasn’t due in 5 hours xD. Today was a day that both drained me, and refreshed me. I feel as if I shall sleep well on this night and that tomorrow will be all the better. I don’t feel plagued by my demons at this moment in time. I know that they will come back in time but until then, I thank you, My Dear, for helping me more than I can show you. You are an oasis for me in this plane of frost and flame.